to my grandfather... I love you...

When a man in his late 80's is encouraged to have chemo and radiation for prostate cancer (in it's early stage) that man knows that "someone" wants him to die.

I watched my grandfather that served America suffer the EXCESSIVE treatment.  The DR could not stay in the room to watch.  He said in the hall ... I just can't .... I can't... still my grandfather "insisted" on taking the treatment because he was told too.

He also told me things that I've shared on this blog the last 3 years.  He said "if you every fear for your life SCREAM"... Do NOT use me as a role model.

Papa I love YOU.


Papa died around the same time as Margaret Lesher and Sonny Bono.